I don’t want anyone here

The view from this mansion
here up on the hill
a feeling of wonder
of everything still

scenes of grandeur
and of regret
my illusions
I wasn’t there

I forget
I pretend
I am king
of nothing real
I’m alive
I ascend
I am king
I forget

among my disciples
by millions adored
no sense of delusion
what has come before

scenes of chaos
and of regret
my illusions
so much despair

I don’t want anyone here

rays of light
flash in my eyes
innocence
has passed me by
too many faces
lost in the crowd
too many voices
screaming out loud

and every moments passing by
a drop in the ocean is all we are
while everything is not what it seems
lying here beneath the sea
it comes in waves
the sound of waves

memories
thoughts in my head
making sense
of what i’ve said

too many things
that i’ve seen
too many things
I could have been

and every moments passing by
a drop in the ocean is all we are
while everything is not what it seems
lying here beneath the sea
it comes in waves
the sound of waves

I don’t know where i’m going
I don’t know where i’ve been
everything’s illusion
and nothing here is real

I’ve travelled further
ive seen it all
climbed every mountain
walked every shore

ive spoken few words
im never seen
the feeling there’s no one
no one but me

whole worlds descending
the sun in your eyes
touch the horizon
waving goodbye
no use pretending
or running from fear
here in the silence

all we know
has disappeared

days stretch forever
darkness of night
losses it’s despair
here in the light

left on the pages
words of great mean
they were the chosen
I am the end

whole worlds descending
the sun in your eyes
touch the horizon
waving goodbye
no use pretending
or running from fear
here in the silence

whole worlds descending
the sun in your eyes
touch the horizon
last man alive
no use pretending
or running from fear
here in the silence

darkness walks
the streets at night
always the same
fight or flight
a quiet still fills the air
a quiet room
that knows despair

the more you live
the less you know
the more I breathe
what’s to show ?

nothings changed

fortune smiles
on those who wait
but Im so tired
I can’t relate

the more you breathe
the less you fear
the more you live
it’s coming clear

nothings changed

I don’t know where Ive been
I don’t know what Ive seen

I wonder on
a darker path
I lie in ruins
the aftermath
some things are strange
always the same

alone I walk
through endless sea
the desert light
is blinding me
I want for change
always the same
I go insane

how did we get here ?
what have I done ?
how did we get here ?

a drift that builds
the dark unfolds
defining words
that once were told
it’s just a game
always the same

alight the fuse
my fear ignites
i’m caught between
a wrong and right
a hurricane
always the same
don’t know my name

how did we here ?
what have I done ?
how did we get here ?

how did we get here ?
i’m someone’s son
how did we get here ?

don’t know my name
a hurricane
don’t know my name
i go insane

Somewhere floating out in space

did you see the light
See the light shinning ?
did you hear a sound
somewhere in the dawn ?

and im lying here
looking for an answer
everyone I know is gone
nowhere to be seen

everything is where
it needs to be

somewhere floating out in space
sole survivor here I grace
the quiet earth

feels so alien
yet so familiar
it’s so quiet now
distant on a shore

are forgotten words
are far away places
but if i’m not there
is it really real ?

everything is where it has to be

somewhere floating out in space
sole survivor here I grace
the quiet earth

this lonely life
the air is thin
my movement almost still

my frozen mind
so dark i’m blind
it takes all of my will

and if I get lost today
and if I get lost today
i’m on the outside looking in
outside looking in
i’m on the outside looking in

are moments filled ?
in time we are –
are distant not fulfilled

are stars that shine
so bright i’m blind
i’m running standing still

will stars
come out again ?
In the dark
I feel nothing
waiting for change to come

light in darkness
somewhere out of sight
life has no meaning
here in the light

light in darkness
no wrong or right
life has no meaning
here in the light

missing something i’ve never had
life evolving no turning back
sun is rising here I wait
all is timeless worlds rotate

I fade away
far away

beyond something I’ve never seen
dreams of flying are haunting me
hear the wind blow it calls your name
distant memories of what became

I fade away
far away

a man out of time out of place
a man without life here in space

the air’s turning grey
and all that Ive known
came to an end
a stillness that grows

it darken the skies
the air became thin
a silence arise
the tension within
a candle will burn
in front of the sun
i’m crippled with fear

but not for today
im far away

living here inside this sphere
breathing in the atmosphere
in the dark its hard to see
signs of life in front of me

and its enough to lose my mind

the years now have past
the earth will reclaim
the buildings the houses
lands with no names

the stars will shine bright
here in the night sky
a silence returns
I drift with the tide

no fear no pain
nothing remains

living here inside this sphere
breathing in the atmosphere
in the light too bright to see
signs of life in front of me

and it’s enough to lose my mind

a drowning man
lost at sea
a drowning man
lost to sea

here comes the waves
so high I can’t see
just what’s left of me